At 6 weeks i realised my baby couldn't see. She is now 8 wks. I'd suspected for a while but didn't want it to be true.
Her eyes look normal and everyone kept saying to me that she was so alert looking around at everything but i knew it wasnt normal that she didn't look at faces, objects or hold eye contact.
My heart is breaking. I know that finding a cause of infant eye problems is tough and a long stressful road. I'm scared she will be totally blind. I'm scared that she has a condition that will affect her in more ways that just her eyesight.
She doesn't smile. I feel like we have no communication.
I'm scared and hate myself for thinking why us. We had fertility issued, suffered miscarriages, finally got preg but it was a challenging one. I thought it was finally all over when my perfect baby girl was born but still i don't get my happy ending.
What will our life be?