Feel like my baby hates me.
My baby’s 3 weeks old and I feel the most rubbish mum feel like I haven’t bonded with him. Just cry’s till I hand him to his dad. Try singing to him talking to him soothing him. Change his nappy to make sure he’s not wet/dirty. Literally just want to cry myself because I really wanted that strong bond with him. He’s been suffering from a bit of colic recently. I feel like if I didn’t fail at breastfeeding maybe we’d have a bond and he wouldnt have colic.
I feel super alone and so unhappy And disappointed in myself. I keep telling baby’s dad I feel like I dont have a bond with him which I really want to have and have even said do you think there’s some sort of groups I could attend or something to help with this but he just says I’m being pathetic. Any time I express how I feel he just doesn’t seem to understand I’m serious when I say I’m sad alone etc.
sorry for the rant. No where else to turn x