separated from OH UPDATE!
Been a horrible day! LO has been really grumpy i think he knows something is going on!
OH stayed at his mums after work this morning, i told him to come and collect his things so he came round at 12:30 and has only just left for work!!! he was pottering round doing dishes, putting washing on and just generally trying to help but its made me more angry with him, even made me dinner!
Everytime i asked him when he was gonna go he kept saying i'm going don't worry!
Then he has just stormed off because he saw me applying for income support online! he told me not too as he was just gonna give me space, i don't think he realises its for good!
He 'forgot' to take his clothes with him so now he's gonna be back tomorrow! i just text him to say why didn't he take them and he just said please don't apply for income support, i said i have too as i'm not working and that he needs to accept that were not getting back together!
He's just text to say ok and we will talk tomorrow but i've told him i'm keeping the house and he can pay the mortgage as maintenance for lo! i've had no reply!
I don't know how i feel, i feel tearful but i'm not really upset! i think i just know it has to happen!
I'm so sad!
Never thought this would happen when i had lo!