Lost my baby
I am so sad and heartbroken, words can not express what I am going through. I lost my baby Jonathan during delivery. Jonathan was our first child born on 27th Sept 07 at 41 weeks + 5 days. We have just had his service on Oct 22nd 07.
Everything was fine during the pregnancy, no hiccups, text book pregnancy, all was good right up until the last few mins where his heartbeat dropped and gradually faded away. I was instantly whisked to theatre and put under a general to awake 3 hours later and find we had lost him. In the 2 mins it took to get him out via a section he didn't make it. He didn't take a breath. All his bloods and checks they did showed that he was under no distress and nothing was wrong its just like he gave up as the transition didn't work. Poor thing I just wish I could of helped him somehow. He went for a post mortem and we get the results on 22nd Nov. Now I just cant cope. I am in pain from the section as they tore a ligment during surgery and in pain as I have no baby. Jonathan was beautiful as well I just wish he was here. I am 38 and time is running out for me to have another child considering the doctors have told me to wait 12 months before trying again so it gives my internal body time to heal.
Everything was fine during the pregnancy, no hiccups, text book pregnancy, all was good right up until the last few mins where his heartbeat dropped and gradually faded away. I was instantly whisked to theatre and put under a general to awake 3 hours later and find we had lost him. In the 2 mins it took to get him out via a section he didn't make it. He didn't take a breath. All his bloods and checks they did showed that he was under no distress and nothing was wrong its just like he gave up as the transition didn't work. Poor thing I just wish I could of helped him somehow. He went for a post mortem and we get the results on 22nd Nov. Now I just cant cope. I am in pain from the section as they tore a ligment during surgery and in pain as I have no baby. Jonathan was beautiful as well I just wish he was here. I am 38 and time is running out for me to have another child considering the doctors have told me to wait 12 months before trying again so it gives my internal body time to heal.
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Daisy
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I hope your getting all the support you need from your loved ones esp your husband!!
Sending big hugs and kisses your way!!
I pray you find peace. My thoughts and best wishes are with you.
Luv Jess
Fiona x
All my love, take care. Kerry
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My thoughts and prayers are with you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love
Donna
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love and hugs becs xxx
Time is a great healer and I'm sure in time you have the healthy baby you obviously want so much
i can not begin to imagine what you and your dh are going through
sending big hugs luv sam xx
Love Diane. xxx
Lin.
He then looked down upon his earth and saw your loving face.
He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest.
His Garden must be beautiful, he always takes the best.
My sincere sympathies to you both, I cannot imagine what you are going through and wish I could do or say something to help. My thoughts are with you.
Vicky
Huge hugs.
Vicky