really bad day
just need to get this off my chest as i'm still so upset and angry at the same time ,
i have a staff he's 11 and always had issuses (HEAD SHOT),
and if given the oppatunity will pee on my bed so i keep my door shut and he stays in the kitchen , in my bed is charlies babygrow and blanket that he was in i sleep with it every night , when i went to get dressed some how the dog had got into my room and dug up my covers and pi*!ded all over charlies blanket !!!!!!!!!!!!
As u can imagine i was and am deverstated i never wanted to wash it it was all i had of charlie that had his smell on and i'm just so gutted i nearly killed the dog , and as i sat sobbing handwashing the blanket my neighbour heard me crying ( i must of been crying very loud ) she came in and calmed me down and stopped me from doing the dog from serious damage ,
i'm finding my emothions hard to get to grips with at the mo with dealing with how i feel about charlie and new pregnancy hormnoes too so all i've done is cry all day , thats it really feel better now for getting it down ,
hope your all ok loove to all the angel babies xx love and miss u so much charlie xxxxx
i have a staff he's 11 and always had issuses (HEAD SHOT),
and if given the oppatunity will pee on my bed so i keep my door shut and he stays in the kitchen , in my bed is charlies babygrow and blanket that he was in i sleep with it every night , when i went to get dressed some how the dog had got into my room and dug up my covers and pi*!ded all over charlies blanket !!!!!!!!!!!!
As u can imagine i was and am deverstated i never wanted to wash it it was all i had of charlie that had his smell on and i'm just so gutted i nearly killed the dog , and as i sat sobbing handwashing the blanket my neighbour heard me crying ( i must of been crying very loud ) she came in and calmed me down and stopped me from doing the dog from serious damage ,
i'm finding my emothions hard to get to grips with at the mo with dealing with how i feel about charlie and new pregnancy hormnoes too so all i've done is cry all day , thats it really feel better now for getting it down ,
hope your all ok loove to all the angel babies xx love and miss u so much charlie xxxxx
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all the best,sending hugs,leanne
I don't have anything from my son, we weren't given any advice or information on what to take with us to the hospital so he was dressed in hospital clothes and i never thought to ask for anything as my head was all over the place. Regretting it now!!
I know its not the same, but at least the dog didn't destroy the babygrow and you still have that. I know it won't be the same without the scent of Charlie and i really feel your pain.
Sending big hugs (((((xx)))))
Jackie x