no more feeding for me...extremely sad

My boobs are no longer any use to me. Jake has been refusing feeds for a weeks now and the only time i could get him to was in the middle of the night when he is dead tired but has started sleeping through now so no more bf for me. Went to see health visitor who said she expected it cos jake is a big baby and ver nosy. Asked how my boobs were and i told her i havnt had any engorgement at all. She said i cant have been producing much milk then. I am gutted because i loved the closeness and whole experience of it...almost cant wait to have number two just so i can do it all over again.

Proud of myself for lasting seventeen weeks and at least it was his decision not mine.

Well done to all you ladies feeding your LO's. Make the most of it lol!
xxx