cani pleae have encouragement!!!!!!!!!!!

i am sitting here my son is at the childminders i am due in work at 1pm the trouble is i havent been in for 6 weeks as ive been in hosptial had a viral infection and other problems to do with the infection, i am aslo leaving tomorrow to do my nurse training

its the fact that i have been off for 6 weeks i go in today and then leave tomorrow the staff are ok but i know i will get the attitude from the staff the snide remarks!!!!!!

i need at bit of help to get motivated and go and i will need the same to get up and go tomorrow!!!! i work 1-9 tonight and 7-3 tomorrow so its not to bad im just feeling a bit crap about going really