Feel bit sad
Today a friend told me she was pregnant. And I was genuinely happy for her,but my heart did sink.
Been trying for so so long,and yes I have 2 healthy happy boys,but I can't help thinking it should be me especially when she said it was an accident.
She didn't/doesn't know I'm trying but I feel so jealous,it's horrible. I hope she embraces it,and that I don't feel this way by the time we meet
So much for this being the year it doesn't dominate my every waking thought