TTC for 2 years - losing hope

Hi ladies 

Just wondering if there’s anyone out there who can offer some support and guidance. Me and my partner have been ttc for 2 years now with no success. We are currently in the early stages of fertility treatment bloods SA and scans before speaking with the specialist on our next steps - when we were referred I felt happier than I had in a long time but with AF pending again this month I can’t help but feel so deflated and beaten by the struggles with fertility. I spend too much time obsessing over symptoms and cycle days I thought it about time I joined and asked for some support myself as much as family and friends are supportive I understand they aren’t in this position so I find it hard to express my sadness for them to fully understand.