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blub blub feeling rubbish
its only 2ww in month 1 but i got to say ttc is turning me into a depressed lump ( past 3 days ive been tearful and generally feeling so down and low, i didnt realise how stressful the 2ww is. i wish i could be relaxed and chilled and not bothered! af is due next week although i dont know which day which doesnt bloody help
does it get any easier or happier? i really hate feeling this way. really miss my old cheerful self
probably rotten thing to post considering some people have been ttc so much longer than me but believe u me i want my bfp just as bad
im probably not doing myself any favours considering ive had 7 bfns and im only 10dpo :roll: someone stop me...serious poas addict
sorry for the whinge just needed to let it out and oh sleeping and is pretty fed up with my moping i should imagine xxxx
does it get any easier or happier? i really hate feeling this way. really miss my old cheerful self
probably rotten thing to post considering some people have been ttc so much longer than me but believe u me i want my bfp just as bad
im probably not doing myself any favours considering ive had 7 bfns and im only 10dpo :roll: someone stop me...serious poas addict
sorry for the whinge just needed to let it out and oh sleeping and is pretty fed up with my moping i should imagine xxxx
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Got everything crossed for you, what tests you been doing? did you test today?
i have used asda ones and then today i used a clear blue (the normal one with the + / - )
I wasnt supposed to do anymore testing until Sunday or even next week as thats when AF is due I think.
Id rather much get AF than another bfn!!
oh well i never know
thankyou all for being so lovely xxx
x x x
We are only on our second month of trying and it is really hard!! I am very up and down going from feeling really positive to really upset! My brain is very consumed with baby thoughts and I don't think that will change.
I have come to the conclusion that TTC is not very easy emotionally and trying to 'relax' and 'not think about it' just does not work.
The way I am dealing with it is planning things to do! This might be weekend stuff or holidays. We have just booked a holiday and I am excited about it pregnant or not! I am going to a party at the weekend and I am going to have a glass or two of wine and just enjoy myself!
I also learnt that testing really early just makes you feel CRAP! I am not going to let myself buy any tests so I can't be tempted until the right time!!
Try to keep smiling and keep doing what you were doing before, that's what I am doing!!!
xxx