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Feeling so down :(
Well ladies this is my 1st sunday off work and OH has had to go to work now i am on my own today i thought i would cuddle up and watch some rubbish TV. I found a programme on MTV called 16 and pregnant. As it had babies in it i thought i would cuddle up with a coffee and watch it. What a huge mistake!!! One of the girls decided even though she was attached to her baby (even though it wasnt born yet) she would give it away. All the way threw her pregnancy you could see she and her boyfriend were getting so attached to her unborn daughter they were determined to give this little baby to a couple who had struggled to have one of there own, They did talk about how they would be giving their daughter a batter life with the couple she chose to have the baby but you could see she was strugggeling with her choice and when it was time to give her up to them she really broke her heart and i am now in floods of tears for them. Its so sad that they give up their daughter and both of them really found it hard to do. Yes they are young but to give up your child............ I just cant see how anyone could do it. This weekend its been 2years and 4 months since we started TTC so i am prob really emotional at this time anyways but to watch that has just broke my heart.
I feel so stupid now and there may come a time when i may need to look at adoption and will be so greatful of the preson who can give us a baby that we so desire.
Sorry for the rant girls but as i am at home alone who can i talk to about this. Hope you are all well. XX
I feel so stupid now and there may come a time when i may need to look at adoption and will be so greatful of the preson who can give us a baby that we so desire.
Sorry for the rant girls but as i am at home alone who can i talk to about this. Hope you are all well. XX
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Don't be hard on yourself... Been there, had that feeling. I think it is completely and utterly understandable and it does hurt!
You have been ttc for such a long time so to ease people fall pg so at ease when that is what you desire the most i understand how upset it is to watch it.
I really hope you have had a really good cry and a massive cuddle from your DH and you are feeling a little better this morning.
Big hugs.
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tinybabydancer I have been trying to keep off here for a bit as we have been TTC for so long i was trying to take mind off it all. OH had his SA done and results come back really quickly all is fine with him well within normal range so thats good. My 21day bloods showed i dont ovulate but i wasnt expecting anything else as my cycles were really long last year (cd76,Cd54 ect) so dr sent me for that test to check the tubes ect( the name of it i never remember lol) That come back ok so i am now hoping i am going to get clomid next wed. My cycle has started to get back to normal ish now after november. I have had AF show up every month even though i was over 28days but it was every month! I know i should get on here more but sometimes i just like to give myself a break XX
heartbreakng aint it...glad ure starting to feel a bit better now tho hun!
As for the thought of adoption that scares me soooo much....
im sure its about 2years 4months we have been trying too.... Sep 07??
When did u first go to the docs?
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It wasnt untill i was really ill last march and had a few nights in hospital that our TTC problems were taking seriously. It turned out i had a huge cyst on my ovary and it had to be drained and made me extremely ill They spoke about PCOS then but no one has said anything about it since. I am so excited that our next appointment is on wed coming and i am hoping clomid will be the next step. The DR did say it was meds if all my tests come back ok and they have so fingers crossed.
I am just so glad someone is taking us serious about TTC now unlike our GP who just rubbished us when we tried to talk to him. ( when i went to him on my own once he even had the nerve to tell me that you have to have a man to get pregnant i would never have thought that! )
Cupcake when did you go the DR's 1st? XX
i went to docs last july...around the 22mnth mark, i was in denial tbh.... im only 22 now and theres talk of IVF if the clomid doesnt work... which im nt hopeful off....
u cant b much older than me then... nice to know there is sumone around my age, same length of time TTC and roughly at same stage in this process...
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would like to keep in touch..
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