Down in the dumps :cry:
Well I am now 12DPO & I succumbed to testing & its a BFN...Not due on until Monday so I know its still early but I was just so hoping it was going to be +ive.
Got a bit of a shock today @ work when I was told an ex-friend had just had a baby & when I worked out the dates, it worked out that they had probably conceived on or around the 1st time they met??? So not fair...I so wanted to come home & get a BFP to cheer me up but instead I just bummed myself out even more. I know I shouldn't have & now I really wish I hadn't
All I want is my BFP & I just cannot stop thinking about it!!!!!
I also haven't told my OH that I tested & he's gonna be really mad!
Sorry for ranting girls!
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Got a bit of a shock today @ work when I was told an ex-friend had just had a baby & when I worked out the dates, it worked out that they had probably conceived on or around the 1st time they met??? So not fair...I so wanted to come home & get a BFP to cheer me up but instead I just bummed myself out even more. I know I shouldn't have & now I really wish I hadn't
All I want is my BFP & I just cannot stop thinking about it!!!!!
I also haven't told my OH that I tested & he's gonna be really mad!
Sorry for ranting girls!
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[Modified by: *curls* on February 11, 2010 06:52 PM]
I'm sure your oh will understand your need to test, and who knows in a couple of days when you get your BFP he won't care at all about the early test!
Fingers are crossed for you hon, really hope this is your month xxx
I know how you feel. I got a BFN today as well and my AF is due today so not much hope for me!
Try and keep up the PMA
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Feeling a bit better today after a nice meal out with OH...I cried on his shoulder & told him about the test & he understood, but told me I'm not allowed to test again until Monday at the latest (when AF is due)
Baby dust to you all!!! x x x
I know it probably feels like a lifetime but would definately try to take OH advice and wait until Monday. Easier said than done i know! x
good luck to everyone else hope you have more luck than me. baby dust to everyone.
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I really hope you get your explanation soon...
I've had a stabbing pain (sometimes so bad it makes me wince) in my lower stomach on the left hand side since 1DPO & it has been there every day in some form...not all the time. I'm worried if its not BFP then what is it??? Had a chat with OH last night & think we are going to go to the DRs if we dont get our BFP this time & put our minds at rest that everything is OK. You're right the not knowing is just so frustrating.
Baby dust girlies!!! xxx