not sure how I feel
(tmi alert)
It is all over. Bleeding has become to heavy, think I lost the big clot as well. I am feeling terrible. For some reason I hate the smell of it, is that normal? I am having an appointment with the nurse at the surgery on monday and I need to bring a urine sample, so guess she will test that for infections at the same time.
I might take a little break from BE. I must say that I am very happy for all you ladies that get a bfp, but at the same time it reminds me that I have had 3 now in a row and no pregnancy. I am slightly jaleous, I must admit. I will probably be back towards the end of cycle. l can never really stay away.
I am gonna try to loose some weight in the meantime, drink enough and keeping my pregnancy vitamins coming. Oh is cutting out caffeine, and taking men vitamins, so that might make a difference. Still unsure if I want to get pregnant again. This is another reason to fight between us. I am so tired, I am down again and my oh doesn't know how to deal with it. So he lookds for fights again.
I am close to tears again, I want to get pregnant so badly, I want another bbay so badly, but it doesn't seem to work. And all I get from a doctor is that it needs to happen a few more times before we get some test, to stay away from sensitive tests and not to worry.
It is all over. Bleeding has become to heavy, think I lost the big clot as well. I am feeling terrible. For some reason I hate the smell of it, is that normal? I am having an appointment with the nurse at the surgery on monday and I need to bring a urine sample, so guess she will test that for infections at the same time.
I might take a little break from BE. I must say that I am very happy for all you ladies that get a bfp, but at the same time it reminds me that I have had 3 now in a row and no pregnancy. I am slightly jaleous, I must admit. I will probably be back towards the end of cycle. l can never really stay away.
I am gonna try to loose some weight in the meantime, drink enough and keeping my pregnancy vitamins coming. Oh is cutting out caffeine, and taking men vitamins, so that might make a difference. Still unsure if I want to get pregnant again. This is another reason to fight between us. I am so tired, I am down again and my oh doesn't know how to deal with it. So he lookds for fights again.
I am close to tears again, I want to get pregnant so badly, I want another bbay so badly, but it doesn't seem to work. And all I get from a doctor is that it needs to happen a few more times before we get some test, to stay away from sensitive tests and not to worry.
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Sorry to hear your feeling down. I know how you feel as i'm sure most of the other girls on here do as well. Maybe a little break is what you need. I keep thinking that myself. Just wish I could stay away and try not and get too stressed out.
I feel the same when coming on here, its very difficult when other people are getting there BFP and i'm not one of them. Also was at a family party on sat with hubby pregnant cousin. Its hard not to be envious. But fingers crossed it will happen to all of us soon.
Keep ya chin up and try and keep yourself busy doing nice things over easter. I'm working myself. xx
Big hugs xxx
Really sorry to hear about what your going through... this ttc thing is the hardest!!! I've had 2 mmc in a row and also want a baby desperately! DH and i have decided to keep busy and keep trying coz if i dont i'll go out of my mind!!
Hope you have a good bank holiday and get some results when you go in to see the nurse...
Loads of hugs babe!
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So sorry to hear this hun and I am sorry hubs is adding to your upset, do you think he is perhaps finding it difficult to cope with too??
Sending you both my love xx
All in all it is a lot lighter than a period and I have no idea why. Thought it would be heavier than a period not lighter. No pain or anything as of yet, just some period cramps.
Wish I was not thinking that I was still pregnant, it is impossible, but why does my brain that not wanting to understand? Keep hoping even though I know it is not true.