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Actualy scared to go to sleep- UPDATE
I am scared that AF will be here in the morning...! So scared to go to the toilet as well. I just want our BFP to stay so badly!!!!!!
I honestly thought i would be able to chill out this month after lasts months chemical pregnancy but no i am probably even worse. If AF arrives then i am swearing to not test early next month i promise!!!!!!!
Sorry no reason for this post just scared and i knew you would all understand.
UPDATE:
Just got back from walking the dogs and AF seems to have arrrived at CD31 (so right on time), POAS again this morning and the second line was even fainter today. Its exactly like last month, why does the test have to show the second line and then bl@@dy AF arrives.....!?!?! Not sure how much longer i can do this its breaking my heart every month. Onto month 9 now.......!
Honestly thought it might have been ok this month but was wrong again. Now i actually men this- not testing early ever again!!!! No earlier than CD35 from now on......!!!!! I mean it...
xxx
[Modified by: trying82 on 07 April 2010 07:28:50 ]
I honestly thought i would be able to chill out this month after lasts months chemical pregnancy but no i am probably even worse. If AF arrives then i am swearing to not test early next month i promise!!!!!!!
Sorry no reason for this post just scared and i knew you would all understand.
UPDATE:
Just got back from walking the dogs and AF seems to have arrrived at CD31 (so right on time), POAS again this morning and the second line was even fainter today. Its exactly like last month, why does the test have to show the second line and then bl@@dy AF arrives.....!?!?! Not sure how much longer i can do this its breaking my heart every month. Onto month 9 now.......!
Honestly thought it might have been ok this month but was wrong again. Now i actually men this- not testing early ever again!!!! No earlier than CD35 from now on......!!!!! I mean it...
xxx
[Modified by: trying82 on 07 April 2010 07:28:50 ]
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((((big hugs))))
Take care xxx
No more testing early
It really is heartbreaking
xxthanks for your lovely messages...x
Hope you are feeling ok xx
I had the same attitude - never testing early again....and I didn't. Our bodies just have very evil ways of getting our hopes up and then letting us down so badly.
I really hope you get your BFP soon
Big hugs
PP84 x
Af seems to have stopped odd but not thinking anything just seeing how it goes. Had some bright watery spotting and then some older brown blood but nothing since then!? Still having AF like pains though.
Guess i have to wait and see now????
hopefully like the others say it's implantation - pma!!
i had a chem preg in feb and it's so gutting, said i'd never test early after that. that's the prob with these early tests, they say up to 50% pregnancies are lost before af arrives, and we wouldn't know if didn't test. BUT, at least it shows you can get pregnant
really hoping it's implantation xxx