Poorly bad :-(

I haven't been on here for ages. I haven't been right for ages. Both me and my OH had dodgy stomachs on 4th April. Then on the 5th AF arrived right on cue and I still had a dodgy tummy then on the afternoon I ended up with a migraine so bad that any slight movement in bed really hurt. I woke up 6th and had to stick in an annual leave day as I had cramp, back ache, still had my migraine niggling and also a sore throat and snotty nose. I was loaded with cold for the whole week on top of AF. OH was away working too so felt sorry for myself. I still had my dodgy tum so felt really wiped out. The problem I have and had it a while to be honest is my stomach. I thought the pains were my AF cramps etc but I can't keep anything in my tum, when I need the loo I need to go there and then otherwise I get stabbing pains in my lower left abdomen, I get a stabbing pain in my bum (TMI sorry) and only get relief once I have released everything (TMI sorry). I have a constant dull ache in my lower left abdomen and sometimes have lower back ache on same side. I also have a lot of sickly moments. Now my Mam suffers IBS and has said that those are her symptoms. She thinks that is what I have and that the divorce triggered it last year (I went from 12st 8lbs to 10st 5/6lbs because everything I ate was going straight through me). I just thought it was the worry of it all. I am really scared to go to the doctors but rang on Tuesday and can't get an appointment till 26th. I need to find out what is going on.

My bowel movements haven't been the same since I was trying to make the right decision with my marriage. My divorce is still not finalised. The decree nisi should be granted on 18th May then it is 6 weeks and 1 day till I can have my decree absolute. I didn't think I was stressing that much about it but maybes I am....dropping to bits