How do i do it.....
Hey ladies
sorry it took me a cpl days to get on here. I posted on thursday with some symptoms that were worrying me! It was my first pregnancy and a total suprise at that given i was on the implant but never mind!
We were happy and excited for it all aswell!
Unfortunately i had some bleeding and went to the EPU they examined me and took some blood then they done an internal and told me that my cervix was open which would lead to an inevitable miscarriage i was offered a scan but decided against it as i thought it would be worse as i was only 9+6 and hadnt seen the baby alive so certainly didnt wanna see it any other way!
I decided against the whole D&C as i just wanted to go home and cry and be with my partner....im only 20 and the doc decided i wasnt in a risk group to not be able to pass the embryo Which i have done i think i had about 4 big clots the last cpl days and a HUGE painfull one earlier this evening i couldnt bear to look down the toilet so i flushed without looking!
I am so gutted.....i wanted this baby so badly! We both did and we didnt plan it but we loved the baby already! We dont know what where going to do or how to get through this! We have been together since it happened but we live in separate houses so at some point soon we will have to be alone and that day is one im not looking forward too he has been my rock thru all of this! As for trying again we have not decided yet i need to recover from all this and then see what happens xxx You ladies are an inspiration i have read what some of you have been through and its amazing,..xxx
sorry it took me a cpl days to get on here. I posted on thursday with some symptoms that were worrying me! It was my first pregnancy and a total suprise at that given i was on the implant but never mind!
We were happy and excited for it all aswell!
Unfortunately i had some bleeding and went to the EPU they examined me and took some blood then they done an internal and told me that my cervix was open which would lead to an inevitable miscarriage i was offered a scan but decided against it as i thought it would be worse as i was only 9+6 and hadnt seen the baby alive so certainly didnt wanna see it any other way!
I decided against the whole D&C as i just wanted to go home and cry and be with my partner....im only 20 and the doc decided i wasnt in a risk group to not be able to pass the embryo Which i have done i think i had about 4 big clots the last cpl days and a HUGE painfull one earlier this evening i couldnt bear to look down the toilet so i flushed without looking!
I am so gutted.....i wanted this baby so badly! We both did and we didnt plan it but we loved the baby already! We dont know what where going to do or how to get through this! We have been together since it happened but we live in separate houses so at some point soon we will have to be alone and that day is one im not looking forward too he has been my rock thru all of this! As for trying again we have not decided yet i need to recover from all this and then see what happens xxx You ladies are an inspiration i have read what some of you have been through and its amazing,..xxx
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I had an awful few weeks but things are starting to get easier now.
My advise it just to give yourself some time
Big Hugs x
Ciara
Lots of love xx