Just need a little pick me up.....
Hi ladies..
I'm currently on my 2ww and I'm hating every second of it. Since this is my first cycle since mc at the end of May I really dont know where my body is with dates ect. According to my previous cycles pre pregnancy AF should be due next Saturday..Ive done BDing when I think I was OV ing but if that was accurate is anyones guess:\?
Not meaning to sound negative but I haven't had anything remotely like a symptom so really dont thnk I'll be getting my BFP this time:\(
I havent really spoken to DH about how I'm feeling because I dont want him to think that Iam desperate.... But Iam I really want my baby that we so deserve....
Any how sorry for the moan but I know that you lasies on here will understand how Im feeling
Shell
I'm currently on my 2ww and I'm hating every second of it. Since this is my first cycle since mc at the end of May I really dont know where my body is with dates ect. According to my previous cycles pre pregnancy AF should be due next Saturday..Ive done BDing when I think I was OV ing but if that was accurate is anyones guess:\?
Not meaning to sound negative but I haven't had anything remotely like a symptom so really dont thnk I'll be getting my BFP this time:\(
I havent really spoken to DH about how I'm feeling because I dont want him to think that Iam desperate.... But Iam I really want my baby that we so deserve....
Any how sorry for the moan but I know that you lasies on here will understand how Im feeling
Shell
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Take care and lots of sticky babydust, Sioned
Sending you some PMA + babydust and a big hug xx
Sue x
I am so sorry to hear of your loss! I would really recommend talking to your partner. Like you i was so obsessed with ttc in my first cycle after mc and OH was working away during my 2ww so i just tested and tested and tested and i cried lots too! When he came home i just heat a peak and just broke down. He explained how he was desperate for a baby too, but obviously because there's not a lot they can do or feel on the 2ww they just kick back i suppose.
It gets abit easier with the next cycle, or so i found, even though i didn't ov until cd29! But good things come to those who wait and i got my BFP.
I really hope you don't have to wait long for your BFP but in the meantime keep communicating with each other, it makes it that bit easier!
Good luck
xx
As I really dont know if my body is back to normal I have bought some OV test strips for next month so at least I can plan accurately.
Iam trying to stay positive really Iam but Iam a detective on a child protection unit in the police so am dealing with people who dont deserve kids all of the time and it seems so unfair...... It makes me soooo ANGRY!!!!!!
Anyway I don't think i'll be getting BFP this month as Ov'd (based on Ovulation pain and discharge) and not done enough BD'ing I don't think.
Fingers crossed for you xx
You have been a great support for me...
Maybe next month we will both get our BFP's
xx
The other day we had a girl in for a termination of an 18week old pregnancy, to make it worse her EDD would have been what mine was before i mc'd!
I was so gutted and angry, i wanted to walk in there and slap her for being so selfish! This wasn't her first either which makes it a million time worse!
People are just so selfish! USE A F*CKIN CONDOM or deal with it!
xx
That feels better!