Please someone tell me to get a grip
I'm so miserable at the moment and I wish I could snap out of it.
Xmas was wonderful as hubby had 4 whole days off but now he's back at work and doing his usual crazy hours so I'll hardly see him now for 2 weeks before he has another day off.
My toddler is bugging me, he's constantly wanting my attention and for some reason I just can't be bothered with him (how bad is that?!) but if I have to play another game of 'Timmy' I'm going to scream.
The baby has not stopped cyring all bloomin day, god knows what's wrong with him, i certainly haven't figured it out yet.
And I can't stop eating xmas chocs even though i'm still over a stone overweight from having the sprog and none of my clothes fit. And my hair is all falling out. And our shower is broken and I haven't had the time or energy to have a bath since Monday!
I just want to be thin again, to have a shower, to pee without my toddler coming with me, to go out and have an adult conversation that doesn't revolve around the kids (but what would I possibly find to talk about?), to have a drink without worrying about what it'll do to my breast milk, to be able to wear a nice push up bra......arghhhhhhhh. Now I'm trying to type with the toddler hanging on to one arm. I just want to SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmm
Ok, winge over, thanks for listening!
Xmas was wonderful as hubby had 4 whole days off but now he's back at work and doing his usual crazy hours so I'll hardly see him now for 2 weeks before he has another day off.
My toddler is bugging me, he's constantly wanting my attention and for some reason I just can't be bothered with him (how bad is that?!) but if I have to play another game of 'Timmy' I'm going to scream.
The baby has not stopped cyring all bloomin day, god knows what's wrong with him, i certainly haven't figured it out yet.
And I can't stop eating xmas chocs even though i'm still over a stone overweight from having the sprog and none of my clothes fit. And my hair is all falling out. And our shower is broken and I haven't had the time or energy to have a bath since Monday!
I just want to be thin again, to have a shower, to pee without my toddler coming with me, to go out and have an adult conversation that doesn't revolve around the kids (but what would I possibly find to talk about?), to have a drink without worrying about what it'll do to my breast milk, to be able to wear a nice push up bra......arghhhhhhhh. Now I'm trying to type with the toddler hanging on to one arm. I just want to SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmm
Ok, winge over, thanks for listening!
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Do you have family near that could watch the kids for 30 minutes whilst you steamed yourself lobstery in their shower? Hell, come to Wales, you can use mine. And my best towel.
Resolve to stop eating chocs after Jan 1st - fresh start then. One glass of wine will not make your breast milk toxic, so drink and enjoy.
In the meantime, put CBeebies on, put the baby in the cot, run and lock yourself in the bathroom, have a wee then have a great big old scream, it will get the tension out.
We all have these days, huh?
Please tell me it gets easier?!! And that it's ok to still be so fat and emotional and frustrated even though the bambino is already 4 months old?!
Well, hubby has turned up now and has taken ds1 up to bed and hopefully ds2 will follow soon enough. And I have a glass of wine in hand. Please keep your fingers crossed that hubby's d*mn work phone doesn't call him out again tonight so I can get my bath in peace!
I do hope you get your bath, I look forward to Sophia being in bed sooooo much so I can have a bath but then I'm too knackered!!! Enjoy your glass of wine! Yum!!! xxx
Does anyone else with 2 kids feel like they are constantly being tugged (sometimes literally) in two separate directions at once?
It's harder than I expected somehow. Will definitely get out of the house tomorrow, to protect what sanity I have left!
I have an 8 month old and a 3 and a half year old and I feel that I just never stop until the kids are in bed!! Don't worry about the weight - I know exactly how you feel as I was at least a stone and a half over weight when DD2 was 4 months old but I stuck with a slow steady diet (I did slimming world), allowed myself the occasional blip (for me it was my summer hol where I stuffed myself silly for a fortnight!) but managed to get to my target 2 weeks ago - almost to the day my LO turned 8 months. You will get there. Just don't make yourself unhappy worrying about the day to day.
And get out of the house while hubby's is at work. I have spent so much time in soft play centres this last year so DD1 can run off some energy while I have a coffee and read a trashy magazine while DD2 naps. Small pleasures eh?!
Xxx
I am shattered.
Wedding. Christmas. Hubby now back at work and 2 poorly babies.... shattered!!
Its nearly 2pm and I'm cooking tonight's dinner now as it is my only chance before they wake up.
Fat body - Theo is 16 weeks today and I hate the reflection that stares back at me. However, that tin of Roses won't eat itself!!!
We all have "those days" so don't feel alone. Some of my days seem to sit consecutively to one another!!
Ahh well, New Year - New start I say. ha... we shall see!! xx