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I just need to talk
Hi my name is Amy, I'm 25 and I have 2 daughters my eldest is 3 and a half my youngest is 9 months today. I am not sure what is wrong with me , I haven't felt happy for so long, I have some days when I feel 'okay' but that's as good as it gets. I tried to talk to my partner and he didn't listen and then I snapped and turned nasty he left. I asked for help more than once, I told him I felt like I couldn't cope. I don't think he could see why because our children were always clean and tidy I do everything for them, so he can't see that inside I'm just falling apart. I have woke up In the night and just thought I could run away and the girls would be better off without me. I am also back at work and the baby still wakes up between 4 and 6 times a night and it's just destroying me. Now he has gone I feel even more alone I find myself crying while I'm cooking or reading my babies a story, it feels like I'm just going through the motions. I want to enjoy being a mum but it feels like I won't, ever
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Thank you for replying though x
Go to Drs anyway, even if you are having an ok day as Sid said there may be another down day around the corner if you don't get the help you clearly need.
You will be amazed at how much better you feel just sharing your thoughts with your Dr and then they can start to help you Good luck with it, really hope you get some help with it x
4 years on im in a brilliant relationship trying for another baby both of these things i felt would never be possible!
you will get through it hun you just need support x i really hope you feel better and can finaly start feeling you again x big hugs!!