I need a slap & a reality check please ladies
So this cycle has ended really strangely (or next begun strangely), I've spotted for more days then usual then I had 2 days where it still seemed liked spotting (bloody cm) & then only 1 day of proper bleeding before trailing off to nothing. I know in the rational part of my brain that even though it's a weird start to my af it's a start but I had a niggling doubt in head that I didn't want to start taking my epo or similar if it wasn't definitely the start. So, yes you've guessed it, in my over tired state (toddler with chest infection who's given me a stinking cold & has been up in the night regularly this week) I decided to do a hpt just an ic. After a minute it was clear it was negative so my rational head told me to throw it & go to my already awake toddler. Skip ahead a few hours & yes, (hangs head in shame) I fished it out of the bathroom bin & it now has a 2nd line on it (although it's a strange line that halfway across curves & nearly meets the control line.
Please, please, please remind me that I'm being silly & that there is absolutely no way that it could be positive & I need to pull my head out of the sand,