When will this end
I'm really struggling, I've had 3 miscarriages in 10 months. I had a very straightforward pregnancy with my little boy who is now 4, and I'm desperately trying to give our son a sibling but failing miserably! I don't understand what I'm doing wrong. This has to be the worst loss. I had a scan at 8 weeks and heartbeat was found, I'd had brown discharge throughout to be told thàt was normal but clearly it's not as had another scan at what I thought I was 11 weeks and the baby had died at 10 weeks, and I never had this discharge with my first. I know I'm lucky to have my little boy but after 3 losses I feel so angry and fed up. I just want some answers as to why this keeps happening, I'm sick of the it's just bad luck phrase! I won't give up and will keep trying until I succeed but just at this very moment I'm fed up, had the surgery to remove the baby a week ago, I just want to be pregnant again! I feel ashamed and embarrassed that I can't do this, don't want to talk to anyone I know as they don't understand and I'm fed up with the comments like when are you going to have your second baby, believe me, I'm trying!
Sorry for moaning! X x