ive had my sweep :)....but i also have had some sad news too
hi ladies well i went for my sweep this morning 1st thing....the midwife said my cervix is soft ,baby is engaged and im 2cm dilated so hopefully baby will arrive in the next 48 hours or so so i came home feeling very pleased and positive that it will happen soon ...then.....my mum rang to say my grandad had died at 9.30 am ,i feel sad but also relieved that he is no longer in pain ,he has had cancer for 11 years and slowly got worse over the last 12 months , he was told in december that he wouldnt see xmas and he lasted out till today ,it was very unfair the last few weeks he was simply breathing not living and i have been hoping there is a small mercy and he would just let go but no he fought it smiling right till the last minute ) im so proud of him and will miss him so much ,i feel sad that this baby will never meet him and i also worry now that i wont be able to go to his funeral which will probably be end of the week but hey ill have to cross that bridge when i come to it eh ....for today i just dont want the baby to arrive as i dont want to feel like his replacement ....so baby can arrive anytime after midnight (i do hope he/she is listening ) sorry to go on ladies ....keep sending me labour vibes though pweeaassseeee .....hope ure all well xxxxxxxxx
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.......sending u lots of Labour vibes.................................
cha
16weeks today
Best Wishes.
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Take care
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Keep strong and good luck with the next 48 hours!!
Sarah xx
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