moan.....really sorry
Sorry but I need to moan and someone and don't know who else to tell so who ever reads has drawn the short straw.
I really hate being pregnant I honestly thought I would love it but I don't, not even a bit. Its not even like I've had one off those awful pregnancies where you're really ill. I'm 15+abit weeks. So still have an eternity left with 1st. I never even so much as felt sick never mind actually being sick in fact I've hardly had any symptoms. I have been like a complete ice queen when it comes to sex I don't understand what's wrong with me. Its not just not wanting sex I don't even really want any affection anymore. Is this normal or have I turned to a freak?? I can only pray it ends once the baby is born as I think it will end in divorce if I I'm like this forever. We have had sex I'm not that much of a b!tch but its not the same really and def not as often. I feel moody and fed up most of the time for no reason its poor hubby I feel sorry for when I'm not angry with him that is.
The this morning I fell out with him and got really upset I don't feel he's been the most supportive or helpful of my pregnancy but maybe that cos he gets the blame for most things at the moment. I will apologise in advance for anyone I offend. We have been discussing boy's names. We had been thinking of naming it James legally but actually calling it Jamie. Then this morning we were watching TV and someone was called Jim, which I said I didn't like. Which he says is short for James and if I didn't like Jim we should just call it Jamie. Then he stats on about why it can't just be Jamie anyway. Well just because I like James and think it sounds more proper/formal. I thought a good compromise would be the james/jamie thing. Anyway I then stomp off and get all upset and were now barely talking to each other. And if he reads this it will be something else for us to fall out about.
The end ?
I really hate being pregnant I honestly thought I would love it but I don't, not even a bit. Its not even like I've had one off those awful pregnancies where you're really ill. I'm 15+abit weeks. So still have an eternity left with 1st. I never even so much as felt sick never mind actually being sick in fact I've hardly had any symptoms. I have been like a complete ice queen when it comes to sex I don't understand what's wrong with me. Its not just not wanting sex I don't even really want any affection anymore. Is this normal or have I turned to a freak?? I can only pray it ends once the baby is born as I think it will end in divorce if I I'm like this forever. We have had sex I'm not that much of a b!tch but its not the same really and def not as often. I feel moody and fed up most of the time for no reason its poor hubby I feel sorry for when I'm not angry with him that is.
The this morning I fell out with him and got really upset I don't feel he's been the most supportive or helpful of my pregnancy but maybe that cos he gets the blame for most things at the moment. I will apologise in advance for anyone I offend. We have been discussing boy's names. We had been thinking of naming it James legally but actually calling it Jamie. Then this morning we were watching TV and someone was called Jim, which I said I didn't like. Which he says is short for James and if I didn't like Jim we should just call it Jamie. Then he stats on about why it can't just be Jamie anyway. Well just because I like James and think it sounds more proper/formal. I thought a good compromise would be the james/jamie thing. Anyway I then stomp off and get all upset and were now barely talking to each other. And if he reads this it will be something else for us to fall out about.
The end ?
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just wanted to let you know you arent alone.....im also 15 weeks and finding it a lot harder than i thought. like you ive been lucky and havent had any awful symptoms, and although some days are ok i cant honestly say im enjoying being pregnant.
im really short tempered, and have lost my affectionate side as well....im really hoping its a hormonal phase which will pass.
please dont feel you're alone, im sure things will improve soon. somehow my dh has managed to bite his tounge and we havent rowed, but im sure we will cause im horrible to live with at the moment. marriages are there to see you through the good and bad, and im sure the good times will come soon hon.
take care x
and if its any consolation it does improve little by little as the weeks pass you get more energy and start feeling like a person again
Kind of glad its not just me though that feels rubbish! lol!
i know i should be really happy as we are getting a night away next sat and getting house decorated but just feel fed up!
cant be bothered to do anything or make an effort. but it feels good putting it on here and getting it out of my system a bit!
take care and hopefully we will all feel brighter and better soon.
big hugs becsxxx