Cheesed off with being a Single parent!
Sorry for the moan but its 5.30am and I am a bit cheesed off with being a single parent.
Ok, so I have only been at it for a fortnight or so but I've achieved so much with LO since OH left.
I am really pee'd off that he's missed so much of his life already.
The day OH went I decided in for a penny.... and put LO into his cot in his own room for the first time and generally it's been great, he's been sleeping well. But on those nights he's woken and won't settle I really wish that I had OH here to kick in the shins and tell it's his turn to go an see LO!
I'm tired!
And it's always in the middle of the night that everything seems worse! Why is that!?!?
Ok, so I have only been at it for a fortnight or so but I've achieved so much with LO since OH left.
I am really pee'd off that he's missed so much of his life already.
The day OH went I decided in for a penny.... and put LO into his cot in his own room for the first time and generally it's been great, he's been sleeping well. But on those nights he's woken and won't settle I really wish that I had OH here to kick in the shins and tell it's his turn to go an see LO!
I'm tired!
And it's always in the middle of the night that everything seems worse! Why is that!?!?
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I'm down to my last four and half weeks of pg, last night I was having major pains in my tummy and down below and felt so alone. Then I thought about what it would be like if OH was there!!!! my stress levels went straight up.
I have got the bath thing worked out, one of my friends is going to come round on a morning when she has dropped her twins off at nursary and said she will look after him while I have a bath!!!!!
I am worried about the labour etc, about been on my own should it start durring the night, as I dont have my parents to turn to either.
I was told last week I have SPD along with more cysts and piles so fingers cross I will be having a c-section at least then I will know (fingers crossed) when i am having him.
time will tell
take care girls