Ok, I admit defeat.
I am giving up trying to work out what my body is up to. I admit defeat. I dont have a clue.
I had what I thought was af on 30th May (after mc on 14th), but it was gone by 31st, apart from a bit of brown spotting on the 1st June. So now I dont think it was.
I then had lots of ewcm on 4th June. Bd that night and was really hoping to bd more and keeping my fingers crossed for some good luck. I had some brown spotting next day, and today it is bright red. Its very light but steady so its not spotting, and I dont have cramp or backache or anything. I usually have very heavy and painful af, so this is very different for me. Im now thinking that this is my first af, so what the hell was all that ewcm playing at?! :x
I just feel really low at the moment. I want to know where I am with my cycle so I can start ttc again. All this stop-start is really messing me around, and Im just p***ed off with it all and feel like giving up.
I had what I thought was af on 30th May (after mc on 14th), but it was gone by 31st, apart from a bit of brown spotting on the 1st June. So now I dont think it was.
I then had lots of ewcm on 4th June. Bd that night and was really hoping to bd more and keeping my fingers crossed for some good luck. I had some brown spotting next day, and today it is bright red. Its very light but steady so its not spotting, and I dont have cramp or backache or anything. I usually have very heavy and painful af, so this is very different for me. Im now thinking that this is my first af, so what the hell was all that ewcm playing at?! :x
I just feel really low at the moment. I want to know where I am with my cycle so I can start ttc again. All this stop-start is really messing me around, and Im just p***ed off with it all and feel like giving up.
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I think this is my for-real af as Im having cramps and back ache, and its heavier today, so Im counting yesterday as cd1.
So, onwards and upwards! Thanks again for your support, tons of luck and babydust to us all! ************** xx