In limbo and I HATE it!!!
Hi girls.
Well today I am on CD27, 13DPO and now approx. 3-4 days late. The only 'possible' symptoms I've had are:
Bunged up nose, sneezing and being generally very sniffly and snotty.
Cat laying on my tummy and paddling.
Have had two bad waves of nausea.
Upset tummy for about 10-days now, when I eat something.
Quite bad headaches.
Didn't get my normal sore boobs straight after ovulating. They are getting sore now, but a different sore to past months, they feel heavy and more tender.
Cervix is still low and feels open, but I read online it doesn't go high and closed until 6-8 weeks ish?
Do feel a bit 'wetter' down there but my CM is creamy and there isn't that much really.
The last time I tested was yesterday morning, and got BFN (I was a FOOL and used one of my two remaining CBDs as well!!!)
Have had about 6 BFNs and 1 evap line!
Don't want to get my hopes up but it is so hard!!! I know I am just setting myself up for disappointment. I'm going out to buy another pack of tests today and will test 2moro if no AF - 14DPO. On Thursday I have a Dr's appointment so if nothing by then, I will ask for a blood test. Dr is normally pretty good so I hope she will oblige. My only other concern is that I started taking vitamin B6 which I read online is good for sorting out luteal phase problems - you might remember me posting that I was worried mine was getting continually shorter. Could this have already affected me and therefore is what is causing the extension to my normally VERY short cycles?
I hate this, I hate it, I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Well today I am on CD27, 13DPO and now approx. 3-4 days late. The only 'possible' symptoms I've had are:
Bunged up nose, sneezing and being generally very sniffly and snotty.
Cat laying on my tummy and paddling.
Have had two bad waves of nausea.
Upset tummy for about 10-days now, when I eat something.
Quite bad headaches.
Didn't get my normal sore boobs straight after ovulating. They are getting sore now, but a different sore to past months, they feel heavy and more tender.
Cervix is still low and feels open, but I read online it doesn't go high and closed until 6-8 weeks ish?
Do feel a bit 'wetter' down there but my CM is creamy and there isn't that much really.
The last time I tested was yesterday morning, and got BFN (I was a FOOL and used one of my two remaining CBDs as well!!!)
Have had about 6 BFNs and 1 evap line!
Don't want to get my hopes up but it is so hard!!! I know I am just setting myself up for disappointment. I'm going out to buy another pack of tests today and will test 2moro if no AF - 14DPO. On Thursday I have a Dr's appointment so if nothing by then, I will ask for a blood test. Dr is normally pretty good so I hope she will oblige. My only other concern is that I started taking vitamin B6 which I read online is good for sorting out luteal phase problems - you might remember me posting that I was worried mine was getting continually shorter. Could this have already affected me and therefore is what is causing the extension to my normally VERY short cycles?
I hate this, I hate it, I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!
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K xx
Until then: 2 fingers to limboland! Make "no af = still hope!" your mantra and repeat it every time you feel pma slipping! good luck hun x
I tested on Saturday BFN and am trying not to poas again. Let's both try to resist until Wednesday. Fancy trying to hold out together? I won't do it until you do.
Smile - it isn't over for you this month yet so there's still hope! xx
I'll try and not test, but its hard not too!
Thank you for my mantra babybump - will try hard to recite this and not test but I don't have a lot of willpower!!!!
If I am: I can buy some maternity clothes!
my friend was nearly 10 wks gone before she got a BFP, but she just knew, so there is still hope honey!!
xx
- I can ride all the scary rides I want on our Florida trip in 3 weeks!
- I can drink on our Florida trip!
- I can take valium to calm my bad flyer nerves!
If I am...
- Hubby and I can save ??'s at a forthcoming wedding we're going to because we can stay in cheaper accommodation away from the main venue because I will be driving! Also save on drink costs for me.
- Will I be able to fit into the outfit I've bought for two weddings - 2.5 months away?! That's a good thing tho!
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If I am: I can start getting excited about not having a flat stomach
If I am: I need never worry about getting a seat on the train again.
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I do worry about Hugo and Sassy feeling left out when baby arrives home - so the longer I am not pregnant, the longer they have my full and only attention!!!
(course I'd rather have a baby tho!!!)
If I'm not:
I can drink at my best friend's wedding in a couple of weeks
I will fit in my bridesmaids dress at end of August
We can book a holiday to visit a friend in the Seychelles 8\)
If I am:
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I can have my bridesmaids dress cut empire line!
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I can buy maternity clothes (I've been looking forward to this all my life! Yes i am sad and weird)
oh and did i mention I WILL BE PREGNANT!!!!???