I am in a mood today ;-(
Hi girls
I want to moan. I have had a rubbish morning did not sleep well again last night and now i am soo tired as some of you know i was really sick and hung-over on Sunday and not really had any sleep since Friday night.
Also i am boiling and the air con is not working here my boss is in a mood today so i am trying to keep out of his face, and hubby has just text me to say that he really thinks we need to get ourselves out of some debt we got ourselves in for the wedding and is going to get a second job.
I know thats a good idea for money but i feel awful as he worked hard enough as it is. i will get a second job if he does as well it's not fair to have just him doing that.
k xx
I want to moan. I have had a rubbish morning did not sleep well again last night and now i am soo tired as some of you know i was really sick and hung-over on Sunday and not really had any sleep since Friday night.
Also i am boiling and the air con is not working here my boss is in a mood today so i am trying to keep out of his face, and hubby has just text me to say that he really thinks we need to get ourselves out of some debt we got ourselves in for the wedding and is going to get a second job.
I know thats a good idea for money but i feel awful as he worked hard enough as it is. i will get a second job if he does as well it's not fair to have just him doing that.
k xx
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your hubby sounds amazing if he is considering getting a 2nd job to pay off your wedding debt - bless him.
not sure I can say anything else to help but wanted to send you a feel better hug. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I LOVE your picture hee hee you must be over the moon honey I can't wait to feel that feeling
xx
*hugs*
I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed I think and am wishing my life away today.
I am confused as well as ( i am going to talk about cm again lol) you know i am due to ov this friday but as we bd last night i am not sure whats going on when i check. It's now just wet and clear/white though not stringy really?? Do you think this is still some of his you know what?? Sorry thats really gross?
But if we bd every day now how will i know if i get EWCM?
k xx
Sometimes it all just gets too much, doesn't it? Your hubby is a sweet one, getting a second job. My hubby said he would get a second job (got to get a first one first) if we ever needed the money, like if I were to be pregnant.
(bug hugs to you)
Oh, and re the EWCM - just keep BD'ing!!
Oh bubba, please don't be upset, we will talk more about this at lunch ok, but I don't want you to have to work a second job as well, that's the whole reason I am doing it, I have some valid reasons (other than male pride), but I will tell them to you at lunch ok gorgeous J
I don't know, the easiest thing I suppose is to try to get a job in a shop - like Tesco's or Sainsbury's or something like that you know? But we'll have to see, I mean that my not be possible as they may not be hiring, they may have a long waiting list for jobs, not have the hours I want etc etc. I am determined to do this though - if just for a while, so we can get rid of some debts and get some money in the baby fund, plus also IF, and that's a big if, I'm still doing this when the bubba is born we may be ok for money each month, which would mean that you wouldn't have to go back to work so quickly, which would mean that you'll be home with our child for a whole year, which is REALLY important to me, and I know it is to you as well my darling. It could be tight still, but it would mean that we wouldn't be falling ??300 short each month and we'd be able to cope you know?
Kxx
Try not to worry and wait to see what your OH says. Look after yourself x
See what he says at lunchtime x x
You know when you are really fed up and tired and you just want to cry that is just how i feel.
k xx
I think the tiredness is linked to stress and to coming off the pill. I have had a bugger of a 3 months since March and it is only now I feel I am coming out the other side! I was the same as you - waking up every night and having the worst dreams - but I think it is just that we are thinking sooo much about our futures at the moment and what part a new baby will play in that. I woke up one night asking DH what we would do with the spare bed that's in the room we would use for a baby. He laughed and said I was getting ahead of myself as we weren't even pg! I have been stressing myself out over the little things that will work themselves out as these things do.
On the funny side, you have me totally obsessing about CM too and I check it at least 5 times a day! Once was yesterday in our bedroom and god only knows what anybody looking in would have thought!! The EWCM will come and if it doesn't, as someone else said, keep bding and then it will all happen for you I know it. Do a list for yourself saying 'If I don't get pregnant this month then I can ......' and keep that in mind so you don't get too disappointed. If you don't do it this month, you increase your chances for next month.
I'm sharing all my PMA with you as I know you'll get yours back soon!
S xx
Though he says we will never get the money back we paid for them.
k xx