feeling really sad
i just want to off load,my aunt is in hospital,she wasnt very well and my mom has just called me to tell me she has cancer on her lung and on her brain,its a repeat performance all over again,the first time we was trying for our DS my aunt (who was like my second mother) was put in to hospital,after millions off test and loads of things what came up what was wrong she was told she also had cancer,so they was a matter of urgency that i had to fall pregnant quick,i was hoping this would help my aunt get better,unfortunatly she went from been fit as a bean to passing away in 3 months,it was the most stressfull time ive ever had,the thing that breaks my heart the most was she never got to see my ds or play with him (my happist times i remember was been at my aunts and playing/making stuff and this was probably when i was about 7) and i know she would have loved the bones off him now it feels like its all happening again,this aunt dotes on my DS aswell,always plays with him,i just dont want to lose this aunt too,i was so happy yesterday as i finaly got a + on the ovulation stick
sorry this post is very depressing
sarah
sorry this post is very depressing
sarah
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BIG HUGS xxxxxxxxx
I know that you are worried you may lose her but this might not happen at all. My great grandad had cancer they gave him 8 months he lived three years!! You just need to stay as strong as you can and now that you will get through this
K xx
Don't feel bad about feeling sad at the moment - it's healthy to (my counsellor said so). take care and we are all here for you to chat to xx
thanks once again ladies
sarah
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