Will it ever happen????
Hi everyone,
I'm feeling so down and I can't believe I'm actually crying as I'm typing this.
I ov'd 12 days go and today when I was checking my cervix I had some brown cm. I always get this about 12/13 days after ov so I guess af will arrive sometime at the weekend.
I am so sad and feeling very sorry for myself, I had a mmc in December and my baby would have been due this time next month. After the mc I really thought that I would be pregnant again before the due date and now it just feels like it will never happen.
I have tried not to get too stressed about it but as each month passes I just start to wonder if it'll ever be my turn. I thought I'd managed to stay chilled this month and that I done really well not trying to sympton spot too much. Today was the first and only time I checked my cervix. I even thought that I hadn't got my hopes up too much but just goes to show I was really kidding myself!
My oh works away during the week, which is making things really hard. He is always able to make it home at the crucial time of the month but it's not the same as him just being here all the time so we can bd as and when we feel like it. I called him before to tell him our bad news but I try not to get too upset on the phone. After all it does no good. I know that he is gutted too but he doesn't like to think of me being upset when he's not here and he can't fix the problem. I just can't wait for him to get home tomorrow so we can spend some preciouse time together. Friday night seems like such long time away.
I'm so sorry to moan, but even if no one replies to this post it has made me feel a bit better getting it all down. I am sure that a few days after af has arrived I will feel back to my normal self once again. I must try and stay positive.
If any of you have any postivite stories following mmc it would be great to hear them. Also if you suffered a mc how long did it take you to get your bfp again?
xxx
I'm feeling so down and I can't believe I'm actually crying as I'm typing this.
I ov'd 12 days go and today when I was checking my cervix I had some brown cm. I always get this about 12/13 days after ov so I guess af will arrive sometime at the weekend.
I am so sad and feeling very sorry for myself, I had a mmc in December and my baby would have been due this time next month. After the mc I really thought that I would be pregnant again before the due date and now it just feels like it will never happen.
I have tried not to get too stressed about it but as each month passes I just start to wonder if it'll ever be my turn. I thought I'd managed to stay chilled this month and that I done really well not trying to sympton spot too much. Today was the first and only time I checked my cervix. I even thought that I hadn't got my hopes up too much but just goes to show I was really kidding myself!
My oh works away during the week, which is making things really hard. He is always able to make it home at the crucial time of the month but it's not the same as him just being here all the time so we can bd as and when we feel like it. I called him before to tell him our bad news but I try not to get too upset on the phone. After all it does no good. I know that he is gutted too but he doesn't like to think of me being upset when he's not here and he can't fix the problem. I just can't wait for him to get home tomorrow so we can spend some preciouse time together. Friday night seems like such long time away.
I'm so sorry to moan, but even if no one replies to this post it has made me feel a bit better getting it all down. I am sure that a few days after af has arrived I will feel back to my normal self once again. I must try and stay positive.
If any of you have any postivite stories following mmc it would be great to hear them. Also if you suffered a mc how long did it take you to get your bfp again?
xxx
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I had a mc last mth, but cant help with your questions Im afraid as am back ttc again, and dont really know what the hell my body is playing at as I keep getting random bleeds, and blood streaked cm.
Good luck hun, and chin up. Only one more sleep and hubby will be back to give you some much deserved cuddles. Take care, and try and keep your pma xxx
Thank you once again, right from the bottom of my heart. xxx
sending lots of pma and baby dust to you xx
Don't give up on your cycle until the witch appears as there's always a chance....
We have to be strong together & keep our pma going....after your mmc your body took a while to get over it so now that your cycle has become shorter and more regular hopefully you will get your bfp in no time. You have been so brave and patient, its only natural for you to get upset because of your dd....it will happen and you will get your bfp soon i'm sure of it. Keep going, keep your chin up and stay positive.....
Hope you have a lovely weekend with your oh....enjoy yourself and forget about ttc. Take care. Speak soon. Nat xxx