difficult to maintain PMA anyone??
Hello ladies, just wanted to post how difficult im finding it to keep a PMA about TTC. Every month i stare down at the BFN test and just want to cry my eyes out. I know its silly but every month i convice myself we've done it and get all excited. Im due around 10th july so am halfway through my 2WW and am trying to keep my fingers crossed, im feeling different this month for some reason. But i dont know if this is just me trying to convince myself that after 5 months wer preg. Anyone else feel this way????x
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He even turned around and said that he couldn't get excited about the last one because I've had an eptopic before and therefore he knew there would be problems!!
Talk about no PMA!!
Anyway I've just applied to move to a different store to cover maternity so will be asking the girl which chair to sit it (also it's a promotion 2 steps up the chain from where I am AND a 75% payrise!!!)
So if anyone has any spare PMA or Babydust send it this way.
Hugs to you all (I'm all out of PMA to share)
-x-
I said to him i think i need a new project to take my mind off this a bit and relax. I want to move house (out of the city) but he said we can't really do that til the new year (not too bad though at least it's only 6 months before we can start looking into that I also thought maybe I should get a new job as this one is getting me down. Again if I had something else positive happening in my life i might be able to relax a bit more about ttc.
Sorry to have rambled, just needed to get some of this off my chest.
xxxx