I couldnt stay at home all day.
Oh my God I couldn't be a stay at home mummy. Kara has not been well this week so I took today off although she is coming around but is still a big clingy and not really eating. My husband is working until 8.30 pm. I hate being in the house and realise that this would be my worst nightmare staying at home and not working. I love spending time with Kara and still loving it today but I find it so boring. There is nothing on TV and I can't get a minute to do housework as Kara doesn't want to play on her own or sleep much. To be honest I am not even dressed. I didn't see the point! To top it all off I looked and I have nothing in for my dinner so I have to wait until my husband gets back as I can't take Kara out. My husband always said he would love to stay at home and watch Kara but that is not possible as bills have to be paid. When I was on Maternity I was out all the time which is probably why I feel like this being stuck in all day. If my husband was here I would be ok lol. I am a moaner today.
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Those first couple of mths were very lonely and i did get abit depressed(im also a single mummy so i think i found it harder being in all day and night alone)
I now work part time,doing private cleaning so i get to choose my hrs and days off its great!i really enjoy the days i have at home with my lo and i also enjoy the break and getting out the house and seeing ppl again lol!
My mood has also improved,im not the kind of person who can stay at home as i get bored so easily even though my lo does keep me very busy!
Going back to work saved my sanity lol x
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