Day from Hell - I need some sympathy
in Baby
Feel like breaking down and crying my heart out. Beba has been ill since Friday with a cough which seemed to get worse yesterday. She seemed to be struggling to breathe. Her normal Dr was off so took her to another Dr who said she had bronchalitis (not sure of spelling). She gave her antibiotics, drops with cautazone and some sort of cough mixture. When I got home my husband started shouting at me that he didn't like the Dr I went to and should have gone to someone else. But during all this he had been sleeping not giving a dam about her. He then went out and didn't come home until 3am.
I was working today and because I teach and am the only person who teaches the subjects it is really difficult for me to phone in sick. I left the baby with my husband. She slept until 10.30 am but when she woke up she was interfering with his sleep so he phoned me shouting abuse every half an hour saying I was a bad mother for leaving a sick child. He even said he was going to smash my face in when I got home from work. I was in a state. When I got home he acted as though everything was fine. I just hate him so much but he won't leave. I wish I had never married him let alone had 3 children with him. After I cooked etc I told him I wanted to talk because I couldn't carry on so he broke a chest of draws and went out.
The baby has spent all afternoon and evening screaming unless I carry her around. The two boys have been really awful, fighting all the time. When I manage to get her to sleep they start shouting and wake her up again.
Sorry to go on . You don't need to reply, but I am feeling really sorry for myself and just want to let it all out. Luckily Beba has fallen asleep so I've just eaten a big bar of chocolate to try and cheer myself up.
I feel that I am the unluckiest person in the world and I must have done something really awful to deserve what I've got.
I was working today and because I teach and am the only person who teaches the subjects it is really difficult for me to phone in sick. I left the baby with my husband. She slept until 10.30 am but when she woke up she was interfering with his sleep so he phoned me shouting abuse every half an hour saying I was a bad mother for leaving a sick child. He even said he was going to smash my face in when I got home from work. I was in a state. When I got home he acted as though everything was fine. I just hate him so much but he won't leave. I wish I had never married him let alone had 3 children with him. After I cooked etc I told him I wanted to talk because I couldn't carry on so he broke a chest of draws and went out.
The baby has spent all afternoon and evening screaming unless I carry her around. The two boys have been really awful, fighting all the time. When I manage to get her to sleep they start shouting and wake her up again.
Sorry to go on . You don't need to reply, but I am feeling really sorry for myself and just want to let it all out. Luckily Beba has fallen asleep so I've just eaten a big bar of chocolate to try and cheer myself up.
I feel that I am the unluckiest person in the world and I must have done something really awful to deserve what I've got.
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I hope you have a better day tomorrow- sending hugs!
I just wish he would leave. I've told him I don't want anything as I pay all the outgoings of the family anyway as he keeps his wages for having a good time. The only problem is that I co signed a mortgage for 100,000??????? because he got the woman in the bank to say that I was not responsible for the payments. But it turns out I am. I thought banks had to be honest but it was a big mistake.
Anyway hopefully tommorrow will be a better day. I told him not to come home and hopefully he won't.
i really hope u get sorted and ur baby gets better soon, look after yourself and dont take any s**t from men like that, you are worth so much more!!!
lv n hugs xx