BFP - but I'm a wreck!
Hi ladies,
I got a bfp yesterday. Am so happy as we have been trying for 7 months since mc and I was on my first cycle of clomid as I had stopped oving.
Problem is I don't feel like I should be excited as I am just terrified of something going wrong. Esp as I am only 11 dpo today (hubby talked me into testing early, I was determined now to test until tomor!) so it's sooooo early.
Every hour feels like a week! Everytime I go to the loo I am so scared of seeing blood. How can I stop feeling like this??
xxx
I got a bfp yesterday. Am so happy as we have been trying for 7 months since mc and I was on my first cycle of clomid as I had stopped oving.
Problem is I don't feel like I should be excited as I am just terrified of something going wrong. Esp as I am only 11 dpo today (hubby talked me into testing early, I was determined now to test until tomor!) so it's sooooo early.
Every hour feels like a week! Everytime I go to the loo I am so scared of seeing blood. How can I stop feeling like this??
xxx
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so im not much help im afraid! but i really hope that i start to relax and enjoy it all soon. i hope the same happens for you too x
I have to echo what berly has said. I am 16 weeks and 1 day and I am still terrified having had mc in June. You have to some how start to relax. I made myself really ill with worry but I am now although still terrified resigned to what will be will be and trying to be positive. The scan I had on 12/12 made me feel better but I can feel again the doubt building up and I dont have a 2nd scan until 13/2/09. Its too long!! I am fighting against getting a doppler for the same reasons as berly.
Try to keep busy but not mad active! Sending sticky dust to you!
xx
the thing that has kept me going is the fact that a lot more pregnancies make it than not. people can scare themselves with mc statistics, and especially when you've had a mc yourself. but the stats are still in your favour - there is nothing to say this one won't make it! i am never going to stop worrying though.
sending you lots and lots of sticky babydust xxxx
Just try and keep busy that will take your mind off it and make time go quickly xxx
I feel exactly the same way. I mc in Sept and I am 6 +2 today. I have an early scan tomorrow as I had spotting at 4 +6....I am terrified at what the outcome is going to be!!
Good luck hunny!!!
x
I just want a time machine to take me forward about 7 months!
Kittyboo - good luck tomor hun. Really hope all is ok for you x