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Soooo angry with myself!!! Somebody slap me please
I just smoked a cigarette!!!! I gave up ages and ages ago while we were TTC Bella and have not touched one, but after a very bad week i just snapped and lit up! I only had a few puffs then threw it, but i feel bloody awful.
I brushed my teeth and scrubbed my hands but i still feel like i reek of it, plus i've had to give Bella some milk from the freezer and throw what i expressed as i wasnt sure how much of the nasty stuff goes in to your milk.
What a moron!!!
I brushed my teeth and scrubbed my hands but i still feel like i reek of it, plus i've had to give Bella some milk from the freezer and throw what i expressed as i wasnt sure how much of the nasty stuff goes in to your milk.
What a moron!!!
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Oh well nevermind, tomorrow is another day, and i've instructed OH to keep his pack well away from me, preferably locked in his work van in future xxx
I don't beat myself up about it, I never wake up the next morning and want to smoke. Only when I drink and never around lo etc.
Anyway, if you know you're not gonna do it again then good. You'll learn from your little slip up and move on. S x
we all have our vices, and some we find harder than others to give up!!