confused rant
hi guys
i don't have any questions or anything i just feel like getting how I'm feeling down might help. its been a month tomorrow since we lost what we were so happy to have. we decided to jump right back in so to speak and i think that's why I'm so confused. we were very quick to fall. on the first attempt in-fact. so there was no tracking ov or temps. anyway I'm sort of rambling on a bit. so i started to check for ov which i think happened about 12 days ago. then on Monday i had very slight spotting when i wiped sorry tmi. nothing for the rest of the day and then the same one Tuesday. nothing since. I'm sort of wondering well maybe hoping that its implantation bleeding. i did a test that was negative today. i knew i should not have as its just made me feel even worse but i couldn't help myself. maybe its too early or i just want it to much. i have no idea of my cycle as before ttc i had a coil and hardly ever had a full on period. before that i was never regular. i could be having a longer cycle but who knows. sorry for my depressed rant but it helps me to think.
well anyway here's hoping
kat
i don't have any questions or anything i just feel like getting how I'm feeling down might help. its been a month tomorrow since we lost what we were so happy to have. we decided to jump right back in so to speak and i think that's why I'm so confused. we were very quick to fall. on the first attempt in-fact. so there was no tracking ov or temps. anyway I'm sort of rambling on a bit. so i started to check for ov which i think happened about 12 days ago. then on Monday i had very slight spotting when i wiped sorry tmi. nothing for the rest of the day and then the same one Tuesday. nothing since. I'm sort of wondering well maybe hoping that its implantation bleeding. i did a test that was negative today. i knew i should not have as its just made me feel even worse but i couldn't help myself. maybe its too early or i just want it to much. i have no idea of my cycle as before ttc i had a coil and hardly ever had a full on period. before that i was never regular. i could be having a longer cycle but who knows. sorry for my depressed rant but it helps me to think.
well anyway here's hoping
kat
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fingers crossed xxxxxxxxx
Sending you a big internet hug.
XXSara
thanks again to you all
kat