sorry girls

i have been rubbish coming on here x im so depressed at the minute, my dad is hospital isolation again and too ill to see, my pregnancy is ok but tbh i just dont feel happy.

c is happy n well n enjoyed xmas, r loved xmas lots of toys, me hated it in london n tbh i wanted to just go home, i dont want company anymore.

partners sister hates me n theres a problem of fb where i commented on a post which was very general saying sick world n thought it was to do with something i posted, it wasnt so my comment was heartless n bitchy but im not like that.

im so sick of being the outcast, so now im alone on new years day while OH goes to london to try n sort this out

my bp is through the roof, i have large veins on my legs, it kills to put pressure on them, honestly im so unhappy, really great start to the new year.

im sorry to bring down the festive spirit but im so miserable, cant stop crying, dont wanna talk to anyone so im switching off my phone, i cant take anymore arguement n stress. theres my update, hopefully things will get better x take care xx

karen thinking of u, hope ur ok xxxx