OT - back to work today! boooo!
hi everyone,
1st day back at work today, and Im hating it already! (only been here for 21 minutes!)
I had a few days in the office before xmas (didnt do a lot though), but due to MC at the end of Nov I havent done a full working week for 7 weeks - these next 5 days are going to hurt!!
the only good thing about being back at work is that I can now go on Baby expert loads (got technical problems at home!!)
Im probably going to be on here alot today to try and help ease the pain of being back at work!!!
(pointless post really - but im bored already!)
hope everyone is okay
x x x
1st day back at work today, and Im hating it already! (only been here for 21 minutes!)
I had a few days in the office before xmas (didnt do a lot though), but due to MC at the end of Nov I havent done a full working week for 7 weeks - these next 5 days are going to hurt!!
the only good thing about being back at work is that I can now go on Baby expert loads (got technical problems at home!!)
Im probably going to be on here alot today to try and help ease the pain of being back at work!!!
(pointless post really - but im bored already!)
hope everyone is okay
x x x
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how are you? sorry not been around much - but now im back!
hope your meeting goes super fast !!!!
im easing myself into the week - just doing little admin bits today. got quite a quiet week thank g od!
hope you have a good day,
It is only 2 months since mmc, but no one askes how I am, how I feel, if I am alright. According to my husband they don't because they do not want to upset me, to me it feels like they do not care and don't want to talk about it. My husband is probably right, but doesn't make me feel any better.
So yeah, I can understand how you feel. Even though not at work, I feel kinda the same,
I can relate to how you feel - oh was working over xmas and new year and I just couldnt motivate myself to get up and do anything!!! I also get annoyed that people arent asking how I am so much, I feel as though they think I should be "over" it by now.
dont feel that you are unloved - im sure you are very much loved hun x x
what are you going to do come april? are you looking for another job? if so what kind of job? sorry for being nosey - but im very bored at work and could help you look!
I would like to maybe study something with the OU next year, but unsure about that yet. Would be nice to do so, than I can work on something for when Michael does go to school.
I was raised with my mum at home till I was 12, and it was great. Not having to go to after school activities because parents where still working, not having to stay in school till 5 to be picked up. We decided we wanted to give our children the same thing if possible, so as long as it is possible, I will stay home
xx
Mine not really, for him the baby has never been alive so could not have died. :S I found it difficult without him feeling some kind of grief as well. He is understanding how I feel or tries to, but not really.
But also I only work part time, so I can relate to how you are feeling Breighlin. There's only so much cleaning you can do before you go crazy!!
As you are all bored at work try to help me out. I supply teach three days a week, but I really miss having my own class. BUT! At the moment I don't know whether to try and get a full time job again (only part time mind, cos I like my freedom!) cos WHEN (see pma) I fall pregnant it could be tricky explaining it to my new school if I've only been there a little while. I wouldn't want to p*ss off my new headteacher and look really unprofessional. But on the other hand, I might not fall pg for another 6 odd months (God I really hope not!), so I could be sat here in 6 months time regretting not looking for a job now.
Arg what would you do???
girls - I really dont know how I could cope at work if I couldnt get onto BE!! hats off to you!!!!
M&S - Im in a little bit of a similar situation. I hate my job but I didnt want to look elsewhere because of ttc. But Ive decided that Im going to have a look and see whats out there and see if I get accepted for anything - and then make my mind up. I used to worry about being professional etc - but since my mc my view on work has changed. work definately comes second to ttc/baby time! so my advice is to have a look what you can go for, go for them and then see what happens. Dont worry about looking unprofessional when you get your bfp! as that means you will soon be going on mat leave - and then not even thinking about work!!! lots of baby dust! x
I just feel a bit in limbo - not sure about jobs, cant book holidays as not sure if Ill be pregnant or not. arrgghh!!!
anyway - its 4.36pm and nearly home time!! now that Monday is out of the way the rest of the week willbe a breeze!!!! he he
I'd say you guys should look for new jobs if you want them. You never knwo how long ttc will take. and you never know it might be sods law that you get pg as soon as you start. it worked with booking my holiday!
Gxx