why do i do it to myself?!
really annoyed with myself for poas! knew it would be a bfn but just thought i would check and of course it puts me on a downer the rest of the day. There is a cheapie chemist in a shopping centre near me that sells 3 tests for 99p and i was there this morning and just couldnt help myself! am now on day 54 of this cycle with no sign whatsoever of af. Have no idea what my body is doing anymore. Last 2 cycles were 38 days so i thought i was getting somewhere near normal, apparently not.
Thats a year now for us ttc and my lovely hubby dropped off a 'sample' today at the hospital. Have a feeling we are at the beginning of a long hard road and am just a bit sad about it all. The fact that all my friends are falling pregnant left right and centre doesnt help much either.
serious lack of pma! thanks for listening to my rant, feels better just to let someone know how i feel.
babydust to all xx
Thats a year now for us ttc and my lovely hubby dropped off a 'sample' today at the hospital. Have a feeling we are at the beginning of a long hard road and am just a bit sad about it all. The fact that all my friends are falling pregnant left right and centre doesnt help much either.
serious lack of pma! thanks for listening to my rant, feels better just to let someone know how i feel.
babydust to all xx
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just think, even though its a long and hard road every step is one step closer to getting your BFP.
i will be thinking of you and hoping that you get there soon xx
You feeling any better this evening?
I'm a poasaholic so know totally how you feel (think that applies to a god proportion of us ttc lol). Have you pinpointed ov at all with any of your cycles?
How long have you been trying honey?
xxx