Claire21 i need your advice. . .
Hey Claire. . I need advice on a few things. I feel as though i'm the worst person in the whole world. Owain called today all the way from Iraq and all i did was be nasty to him and say that i need him here, i made him feel really bad about being there. Its not like he chose to go. . .! Now i feel like a right bitch im never like this but lately things with uni, baby, and work are all to much and i wish he was here. I totally handled the situation wrong and i was shouting at him (which i never do to anyone). I really hate myself now and feel like a right bitch. I am not myself lately i have turned into a snappy, irritable moaning cow and i feel awful for shouting at him for no reason. Just wish he was here. . i dont know what to do now he will probably hate me! Also i feel AWFUL for saying this but im scared once baby Theo comes things will change for me and owain, or he wont find me attractive. Am i going insane?! Sophia x x x