feel low :(
Hi, i am having ivf treatment and have just had my egg collection, i am 23 so was expecting a nice number of follicles and eggs at the end of injections! I had egg collection yesterday and they managed to get 10 eggs .. that was the only information they gave me. So i was very pleased with that outcome, only to have a phone call today to tell me that only 6 of the eggs were mature and they were only expecting 6 to fertilise and 5 of those 6 have in fact fertlilised! it's quite a drop from the 10 eggs i was expecting to have a chance.. and it is only day 1 .. they told me that 40% of the eggs are likely to make it to day 5.. so i am looking at 2-3 eggs! i feel very low and cant stop crying! i know that some of you may think that this is fine and that maybe i'm getting too negative but i was hoping to have frozen eggs to work with if this tranfer does not work. Now its like i know this is my ONLY shot and just makes the whole thing more difficult!
I just felt like i needed to rant and get this all down on here.. sort of like a release!! I just dont know how im feeling right now!