I think we're off the rollercoaster!
I've had a good few days, feeling a little quezy today and yesterday, and rather tired! Hubby went out and bought two more clearblue digitals, thinking it would be good to see if the HCG had increased. We did one just before, not FMU, just an hour since last trip to the loo. We sat there waiting the three minutes, realising that this could go horribly wrong and we started to panic. But, we were relieved to see it has gone up to 2-3 weeks! I am 5 weeks today, so with not very strong wee, that seems spot on! We are so relieved. We have the other one to use in a few days with FMU, which will hopefully show 3+. The scan is next Tuesday, but worrying a little less now. Hopefully by then the sickness will have kicked in properly, I will feel MUCH better then lol.
Hope everyone else is feeling positive and well xxx
Hope everyone else is feeling positive and well xxx
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Helen.xxx
Sorry for not being in touch for a few days, I had a bit of a worry as had some funny pain all in one place on my right hand side and ended up having an early scan yesterday (6 weeks)...Thank God all was OK and we saw the yolk sac and the heartbeat!!! And yes it did make me cry!!! Apparently the pain is my stretching uterus irriating my years old appendix scar!!!!! In my head, it was a full eptopic pregnancy and was going to be really serious etc, can't belive how out of control our thoughts can make us!
I am glad to hear things are better for you and hopefully your scan next Tuesday will be just as exciting. I think this rollercoaster we've been on is destined to go on for the whole 9 months - it's hard with everything we've been through to just think everything can be OK. I think having had ICSI, I'm always prepared for the worst and never dare let myself think things will be alright, is that how you feel? Hopeful and optimistic and trying to be positive but constantly terrified and wondering and worrying over every little thing? I have done about 15 tests since I found out and my head still can't compute that those 2 pink lines are made my me!
Keep in touch, sending lots of love and sticky dust!
P.s have you graduated to DIA yet? xxxx
I'm really pleased you and bubs is ok, I saw your post on DIA and put a reply on there. I bet you were so scared, but relax now, and enjoy it.
I really hope Tuesdays scan is ok, but i think, because we have gone through IVF, with a success rate of only 20-25%, and it working first time, we expect someone to jump out from around the corner and say 'Gotcha'. If it is ok, and we see our baby and heart beating, it will seem real then. I am not going to leave without a picture lol, so I can look at my proof any time I need to lol.
I am going to join DIA as soon as I get the ok from the scan. With the clinic being so negative, I dont want to jinx it, and if it is bad news, I dont want to have to leave the forum I want so desperately to stay in.
Thanks for the message, and again, congratulations, I am sooo pleased for you xxxxxx