3 days of hope dashed ?

Hi I've been ttc for 16 months now. This month period due Thursday no show fri no show sat no show sun 730 pluck up the courage to pee on a stick ... Wipe and bright red blood so I'm sure that means there is no chance I'm pregnant right ? Stick said negative . Feels like my hopes are dashed hubby asked what I really want for Christmas answer a baby ! His sperm is 85 mil so no issues I've had cysts removed and one ovary potentially remaining ovary has pcos bit their not sure because I don't get other symptoms!! They are certain I need chlomid but BMi is too high and even when it is low enough it's a huge risk as it causes ovarian cancer oh the joys !!! Needless to say I don't feel like a woman !