Feel like I am falling apart
Having such a bad week I am unreasonably snappy and to be frank horribly to my wonderful husband. I just want to cancel christmas and I am laying in bed crying with what feels like the start of period pains. Someone else told me they were pg with their second today. I just feel completely exhausted. I want to crawl into a hole. We have friends who talk constantly about wanting to start to ttc and they say it like it will just happen and knowing there luck it will, they don't know our situation. I just feel so alone. I am trying so hard to hold it together, then I just seem to crumble. My husband wants me to talk to him but it is always the same, I have nothing new to say. It doesn't change anything. I just feel empty and useless. Work is horrible and really stressful, I feel so trapped and alone. Sorry for such a depressing post ladies, you are the only people who know what this feels like. I am at the point where I want not to want it anymore.