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need a moan - sorry
fiona86
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Im feeling so deflated today. I know Im not pg but I really want to be. Im so confused with the spotting on cd21 and I have ewcm which makes no sense. Im due on any day so i cant be ov'ing. I knew I was getting my hopes up I cant believe I convinced myself that was implantation. Im jealous that my 2 friends are pg and annoyed that its taking so long to conceive. Ive been getting achey back and abdomen the last couple of days so I know af is coming.
On top of all of it I feel alone, noone knows what im getting through because I dont want to tell them that I might be pg. OH doesnt understand how I feel so I have noone. I just want to lock myself away in a cupboard and cry but I have my daughter to look after so thats out of the question!!!!
sorry for the moan xxxxxxx
On top of all of it I feel alone, noone knows what im getting through because I dont want to tell them that I might be pg. OH doesnt understand how I feel so I have noone. I just want to lock myself away in a cupboard and cry but I have my daughter to look after so thats out of the question!!!!
sorry for the moan xxxxxxx
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**hands slice of chocolate cake and a glass of wine***
Sit down for five minutes and centre!!!
We all feel like this! I can not get anything else into my brain - other than - am I? I'm not??? Am I??? This is sore that isn't - should this be like this - symptom spotting and I'm not that far past ov - I've done it every month - it's awful, I don't want to - I google symptoms! I have it bad - and I am heart broken everytime af arrives!!!!
You need a little you time - can you leave the little one with daddy, while you go for a massage or facial or something - or even just a walk! Go for a walk somewhere and have a little cry and come back all refreshed with it all off your chest!
Chin up hun
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