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for one day I dared to believe we'd finally done it

I feel so sad today. I'm on my second cycle of clomid and was due to start AF on friday. I'd felt strange all week, I had brown cm last weekend and sharp pains all week in different places to the normal AF cramps. I did a clearblue easy test yesterday morning and it came up with a very faint line, I have never seen any type of second line so rushed upstairs where husband had a look and said he could see it too. (it's still there today) it was blue and beautiful. I did another cheap sainsbury's test in the afternoon and again there was a very very faint line. I spent yesterday feeling incredible. I really dared to believe after 20 months we'd finally done it. This morning though I did another test to see if the line was stronger (actually did a clearblue digi) and it came up negative. My AF has now arrived with avengance and I feel so sad and useless. I hate my body and I hate pregnancy tests. Could it have been a chemical pregnancy? Could Clomid have been affecting the results?:cry:

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  • Oh hun I dont know what to say really but didnt just want to R+R. It will happen for you in the end I am sure. Sending you lots of virtual (((((((hugs))))))) and Babydust xxx
  • Oh Sonpix, you must be feeling absolutely gutted. I'm so sorry.

    It sounds as though it might have been a chemical pregnancy. I know this will be really hard to hear right now, but it is a sign that you got one step closer to getting your BFP. You have not only ovulated, but your man's swimmers got to the egg - that is a massive leap forward. Who knows why this one didn't take... but it doesn't mean that the next one won't. Maybe your body needed to do a trial run before getting it right? Best of luck with next month.

    And for now, don't be too hard on yourself - curl up somewhere warm and make sure your OH takes very good care of you.
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