Why am I deluding myself???
For those of you who do not know me I am on month 12 cycle 9 (i think lost count - have long cycles). Cycles very irregular with usually one shorter one (30-36days) and then a longer one (38-56!!!) days. Looks like I may only ovulate every other cycle, Had blood done in July and did ovulate. This month I do not feel too convinced if I have ovulated or not. Used CBFM for the first time - although now pointless as now on cd 51! Did have however two seperate positive opks after montior finished testing with tesco cheepies. One was three weeks ago and the other was last Sunday. Bd al around these two positives. Done two pg tests one last weds and the other the weds before and both BFN however now have some interesting symptoms...... loads of creamy cm, really tired (for no reason) was falling asleep at 7pm last night and (.)(.) feeling very strange. It must all be in my head I know - why do I keep doing this to myself, building myself up only to suffer another fall!! Hubby having SA week on tuesday - which I am very pleased about, but would love either my AF to show up or (if I dare hope) a BFP before then!! Although just realised its the day after my 28th birthday so no birthday bding for me!!
AARRGGGHH sorry for not making any sense!
AARRGGGHH sorry for not making any sense!
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Hope all goes well with dh sa next wk X