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Should have been our 12 week scan tomorrow
A couple of weeks ago we were desparately waiting for tomorrow to come so that we'd get to see our beautiful baby again. After a scan at 8 weeks with a strong HB and baby measuring properly we'd got really excited. Then we miscarried at 10 weeks.
That actually seems like years ago. I can't believe how much the time has dragged by since. All I can think about is how excited we both were and what we've lost.
We should have seen our baby kicking around tomorrow, gotten even more excited, started to tell even more people......
Instead I'm grieving a dead baby. Nobody seems to understand. I went into town today and I just could not believe the number of babies and pregnant women I saw. I was so jealous and so angry with myself for begrudging their happiness.
I have no idea how long it'll take us to get back to where we were. I'm so lost without my baby. It was like I could see where my life was going and I was so happy. Now it's been taken away and I don't know why, or how I'm going to cope until another baby comes along (if that even happens). I hate being so pessimistic but I can't help it.
This is absolutely destroying me.
Sorry for ranting but I can't help it.
That actually seems like years ago. I can't believe how much the time has dragged by since. All I can think about is how excited we both were and what we've lost.
We should have seen our baby kicking around tomorrow, gotten even more excited, started to tell even more people......
Instead I'm grieving a dead baby. Nobody seems to understand. I went into town today and I just could not believe the number of babies and pregnant women I saw. I was so jealous and so angry with myself for begrudging their happiness.
I have no idea how long it'll take us to get back to where we were. I'm so lost without my baby. It was like I could see where my life was going and I was so happy. Now it's been taken away and I don't know why, or how I'm going to cope until another baby comes along (if that even happens). I hate being so pessimistic but I can't help it.
This is absolutely destroying me.
Sorry for ranting but I can't help it.
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i had to wait 7 weeks til my first period showed up and now having to try all over again.
ur not ranting hun.
im here anytime you need a chat.
hugs xxxx
nikki
Sending you big hugs xxx
I had my MC at 7+3 and a week or so after the MC my letter for the dating scan arrived (you'd think they'd update the computer so that wouldn't happen!!), so of course I then knew the exact date and was beside myself on run up and then on the day my blimmin AF shows.......33 days after MC - I was upset initially but then took it as a sign (for something!!) that it came on that day of all days for a reason and tried to be PMA about it!!!!
Its now been over 3 months since the MC and we're TTC again but it is hard and some days are better than others!
Just take your time to grieve and come on here for support.
Thinking of you hun
xxx
Sending hugs to you
xxxx
I found out about my MMC nearly 5 weeks ago and had a ERPC 4 weeks ago today. The last few days I've cried and cried, so up and down at the moment. Feel completely stuck in limbo. I can relate to everything you've said, there are pregnant women and babies everywhere and it hurts so much.
I suppose we've got to keep hoping and trying x