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19week miscarriage and have to give birth am petrified!
Hello, I went to my 20week scan today and found out my baby died about a week ago. I am devestated and so confused. Now I have to give birth on Saturday as lo is too big for anything else. I am so scared and confused. I don't know what went wrong or why or how I'm supposed to get through this. They've suggested a post mortem and said I can have the baby for burial (I won't know the sex until it's born) but I've no idea how I go through this or how to go about arranging a funeral as I'm pretty sure it's not wven a 'valid life' for a death certificate. I'd really appreciate any advise anyone has to offer as I'm a mess. Thanks
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maybe get someone in the family to do all the research about funeral things for you? You've got enough on your plate looking after yourself. don't try to cope on your own. Take care of yourself.
G
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I would suggest that you tried the bereavement forum.
Thinking of you and praying saturday isnt too traumatic.
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ask the nurses at thr hospital,they should be able to help you.
will be thinking of you on saturday xxxxxbig hug
http://www.adviceguide.org.uk/index/family_parent/family/what_to_do_after_a_death.htm#miscarriages,_stillbirths_and_perinatal_deaths
Take care of yourself
Kathy x
http://www.adviceguide.org.uk/index/family_parent/family/what_to_do_after_a_death.htm#miscarriages,_stillbirths_and_perinatal_deaths
Take care of yourself
Kathy x
I am so sorry for your loss, I lost my little girl 6 years ago (3 May 2003) at 16 weeks, she had just died inside me and like you she was too big for the 'normal' miscarriage proceedure, I was really scared and didnt know what to expect, Firstly I had to take a tablet then 48 hours later I was admitted to hospital where I had pessarys to induce the labour, I honestly can't tell you how you will get through it, just that you will, it is the hardest thing I have ever had to do but somehow you find the strength, when she was born I was scared to look at her, I was afraid of what I might see (sorry didnt know how else to put that) but she was perfect, the hospital put her in a tiny moses basket and did a blessing for her, I didnt know that I had the option of organising my own funeral so I left it to the hospital and told them I didnt want to know, however a few weeks later I had a major wobble and knew I had made the wrong decision, thankfully they hadnt done her funeral and we were able to go to the crematorium then we collected her ashes and had them interred in the childrens cemetry.
Speak to your hospital, it may be that they will be able to arrange things for you or if not they will certainly be able to point you in the right direction (maybe speak to the hospital chaplain).
Take things at your own pace and if you need to cry/scream or talk then do it, dont try to be brave for other peoples sake. I am here if you need to talk or you can e-mail me using the e-mail button.
Once again I am so sorry for you xxx
I am really really sorry hun, Im sorry that I dont have any advice to offer you I just wanted to send you my love & let you know that im thinking of you. xxx
Lots of love Luc xxx
)))) Hugs (((( x
I am so so sorry you are going through this, I can not imagine what it must be like for you.
Pleae come on here for support.
Thinking of you
xxx