New in here.

Hi

Well as the title says I'm new in here. Just had my 3rd miscarriage this year, after taking a year to conceive the first of the pregnancies which was twins we lost in January.

I feel like I've made some sort of transition from thinking 'it'll be OK next time' to 'it's never going to be OK again' which I think has been one of the hardest things about this most recent miscarriage.

Wish I could be naive again and assume getting pregnant meant having a baby How are you supposed to integrate this awful feeling into your life?? I'm terrified now of getting pregnant again and having to go through this again, but I know we're going to keep on trying as we really want to have another baby (already have a daughter who is 3. the easiest conception and most problem free pregnancy ever!)

sorry that's a bit of a pity party, thanks for reading xxx