Angery and hurt

Hi everyone so last year I had an ectopic pregnancy and lost my left tube. This year I found out I have pcos and I'm scared I won't be able to get pregnant. Well I have no one to talk to about it, no one in my family has had trouble having kids and so every yells at me to get over it or don't be so dramatic and it's upsetting me very much. It's bad enough that I can't talk about it with the father. The 17th month of this month was the year mark and its gotten worse and I have to try to hide it and I can't take it anymore!